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At the Birth of the Day- A Poem

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In the midst of the unmoving darkness with its bone chilling cold
Emerges the beginning of a new day
As the approaching sun paints the sky with its pallet of light
As the skies cry out in the labor pains of the genesis of morning
As the sun slowly emerges from the depths of the ground
Breaking the reign of darkness, crying out for life to re-emerge from its slumber
Smiling with its rays of fire to warm the creatures of the day
Re-inviting those with eyes to see into the drama of another cycle of new possibilities
Of awakening from the land of dreams to shape a new reality
In the breaking dawn of a new beginnings

Neil White, 2014

Re-enchantment-A Poem

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The demons and angels and magical forces that reigned in the world no longer hold sway
In a world of people governed by rules and laws and discipline, order and civility
In the grave seriousness of the moment where the past is closed off
And fairy tales and ghost stories belong to the world of children
Walled off from the worlds of imagination in our buffered realities
Carefully constructed to ward off the shock of the unknown
Ballasted with the bulwarks of certainty to hold off the devilry of doubt
Where the only monsters left are ourselves
Yet our souls were never created to inhabit a mechanistic world
Nor our spirits excommunicated from our body
For all our science, suffering still calls out for an answer
For some new type of heroism that might call us from the banality of a disenchanted world
Yearning not merely for some romanticized past but a present that is not ultimate
To move us again to the transcendence of our excarnate realities and disembodied feelings
To the incarnate immanence that can somehow re-enchant the cosmos
Allowing the winds of creation to penetrate the armor of our buffered reality
And breathing free the breath of God in the midst of the polluted heavens

Neil White, 2014

Imagining Advent- A poem

Altar Paraments created for Easter Lutheran Church in Eagen Minnesota by Linda Witte Henke

Altar Paraments created for Easter Lutheran Church in Eagen Minnesota by Linda Witte Henke

In a world come of age that no longer dreams
When the spiritual is banished to some distant past
And feelings and dreamings of the romatics are exorcised
In the cold harsh world of facts and data and pundits
Can we imagine the advent of mystery
The coming of the divine into the space of the secular
Will the dreams of the prophets be met by the cynicism of this age
Like in their own day, ignored by those who had surrendered hope
To the foolishness of the past, to the dreams of old men
The prophecy of daughters long gone and the visions of young men

Or might there be in the midst of the foolishness of those dreams
A way out of the rabbit’s hole where we find ourselves trapped in our own wonderlands
Trapped into a world that egocentrically revolves around the walls I build to protect me from thee
What would a world look like where nations no longer train for war
Where spears of separation are beaten into pruning hooks of production
Where swords of every age are reforged into the implements for feeding the nations
Where the shields and walls that divide become the fuel that fires the halls of fellowship
In this crazy kingdom where wolves and lambs lie down, and lions and calves and fatlings
Where children can play with poisonous snakes and we enter into the childish imagination
Of the Lord who is born in the home of the animals, laid in the straw of the ox

Of deserts that become productive and blind that see and deaf that hear,
Where springs of water break forth in the midst of the thirsty ground
And the highway that leads home is no longer a fools dream
No longer just the narrow way that only the wise can discern
To a place where hospitality and healing reign and tears are wiped away
Where children are born to us that might bring the mighty down from their thrones
And uplift the humble of heart and fill the hungry with good things
A crazy dream where the last are first and the first are last
Where the poor, hungry, weeping, hated, cursed and defamed are blessed
Where the ignored child of an unwed mother is Lord
And a crucified slave is the king

These dreams don’t come easy in a world come of age
Where we are all too aware of the ways these dreams were manipulated and mobilized
To prop up the powerful rather than to lift up the lowly
To build walls to divide rather than to create a world where there is no longer
Jew or Greek, slave or free, male or female
And yet for all the deconstructionism of the day
The dreams persist, the imagination dares to imagine the heavens opened
The angelic messengers pointing to the sacred in the midst of the profane
That the portals between heaven and earth may indeed be opened
In this unusual advent coming in the smallest and the least
Where a little child might lead them.

Neil White, 2013

Wallflower

The solitary one in the midst of the commotion
The silence in surrounded by a world of speech
The unseen actions in the background that go unnoticed
The person who is out of reach
The stranger in the midst of the fellowship
The outcast bearing marks we may or may not see
The one who pulls themselves away
Hiding behind screens that block out searching eyes
The people that become the background
The wallflowers that we never see
More than the fear of death itself
The fear that meaningless we might be

Neil White, 2013

Drawn Back In

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A reminder of the past
A picture, a day, a memory
And I’m drawn back in
Into the past that is gone
Remembering not what I have
But what I’ve lost
And for a time I’m stuck
Until I’m able to forget again
And move on with my life
Maybe the day will come
When the gravitational pull of the past
No longer holds me so
Yet, for now I am drawn back in

Neil White, 2013

The Exceptional Child

The Sacrifice of Isaac by Rembrandt (1635)

The Sacrifice of Isaac by Rembrandt (1635)

Set apart and lifted up
Placed upon a pedestal
An example for the world to see
Expected to excel in every endeavor
The beloved one, the exceptional child
Living out the dreams of so many others
And weeping when no one else sees
For being the sacrifice made for other’s failures
The substitution for their own failures
Expiation for their sins real and imagined
Caught in a life that was thrust upon him
And perhaps if he completes the journey to Moriah
Carrying the wood for his own pyre
There might be a sacrificial lamb caught in the bushes
Able to take his place
So that he might know laugher

Neil White, 2013

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Two Short Poems

Mourning

The Pasts Which Might Have Been
Sometimes I catch myself in my ruminations
Seeking a better past, overlooking the flaws
Longing for things lost, forgetting why they were left behind
Imagining the could’ve beens, the should’ve beens, the would’ve beens
With the if onlys and the perhaps maybes
Idealized versions of a reality that no longer exists
Except in the rearview mirror of the memory
Yet even there they remain not as there were
But as some potential of a past possibility

Mirror

Worn Thin

Stretched and pushed by a taskmaster
Who mercilessly demands an ever higher tribute
Constantly pushing for perfection in every aspect
Never flagging in his criticism, never satisfied with enough
Wearing me thin with continual pressure to achieve
Yet, the taskmaster and the one worn thin
Are but reflections in the mirror.

Neil White, 2013

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Unrequited- A Poem

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Our feelings are our own
   Sometimes we control them
      Sometimes they control us
          But they are a part of our lives
             And sometimes we share them with other
                And sometimes they hang out there unrequited
             And sometimes they are not shared by others
          But they are a part of our lives
      Sometimes they are controlled by them
   Sometimes they are in control of them
Their feelings are there own

Neil White, 2013
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Beautiful Creatures

The Birth of Venus, Sandro Botticelli (1483-1485)

The Birth of Venus, Sandro Botticelli (1483-1485)

We are beautiful creatures, every one
A mixture of saint and sinner, good and evil
Danger and beauty all wrapped into one
Able to pierce the soul with words
And to open a world of possibilities is a single look
Within each of us flows the deep magic of the universe
For some the potential energy lies buried deep within
An unending well of energy only tapped by looking inside
Others allow it to flow dynamically just beneath the skin
Ready to break forth with the slightest of encouragement
But within each one that beauty resides
Only needing someone able to see us as we are

Neil White, 2013

I’m going to attempt the challenge of doing a poem each day in October, we’ll see if my creativity cooperates

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The Grace of the Moment- A Poem

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We never know what might arise
In the grace of the moment
What serendipity may await us in the unseen future
What doors will open and which ones will close
What paths lie ahead and who will journey with us
Nor can we contain the past in all its joys and sorrows
The memories real and narrated that tell our story until now
The events and scars that formed and shaped who we are
For the future is not ours yet and the past is locked away
And what we have is the grace of the moment

Neil White, 2013

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