Monthly Archives: October 2013

Jeremiah 15-Ready to Walk Away

Jeremiah 15

The Prophet Jeremiah by Michelangelo

The Prophet Jeremiah by Michelangelo

Anger and Regret
Then the LORD said to me: Though Moses and Samuel stood before me, yet my heart would not turn towards this people. Send them out of my sight, and let them go! 2And when they say to you, ‘Where shall we go?’ you shall say to them: Thus says the LORD:
Those destined for pestilence, to pestilence,
and those destined for the sword, to the sword;
those destined for famine, to famine,
and those destined for captivity, to captivity.
3And I will appoint over them four kinds of destroyers, says the LORD: the sword to kill, the dogs to drag away, and the birds of the air and the wild animals of the earth to devour and destroy. 4I will make them a horror to all the kingdoms of the earth because of what King Manasseh son of Hezekiah of Judah did in Jerusalem.

5 Who will have pity on you, O Jerusalem,
or who will bemoan you?
Who will turn aside
to ask about your welfare?
6 You have rejected me, says the LORD,
you are going backwards;
so I have stretched out my hand against you and destroyed you—
I am weary of relenting.
7 I have winnowed them with a winnowing-fork
in the gates of the land;
I have bereaved them, I have destroyed my people;
they did not turn from their ways.
8 Their widows became more numerous
than the sand of the seas;
I have brought against the mothers of youths
a destroyer at noonday;
I have made anguish and terror
fall upon her suddenly.
9 She who bore seven has languished;
she has swooned away;
her sun went down while it was yet day;
she has been shamed and disgraced.
And the rest of them I will give to the sword
before their enemies,
says the LORD.

Jeremiah can be a very harsh book since it comes at the point of the story between God and God’s people where there is no easy way to fix the brokenness, it is a story where something will have to die for the possibility of new life. The leadership of Judah have become attracted to the Assyrian culture which seemed so powerful here at the beginning of Jeremiah’s ministry (the fact that it refers to what King Manasseh did points to an early date since Jeremiah begins his ministry in the time of Josiah, Manasseh’s successor). Even here at the beginning God seems to be at the point of being out of patience, of not wanting to hear from the prophet- and yet perhaps through the prophets intercession God will seemingly grant more time or at least allow the political situation to develop. Yet, God seems to swing from unrelenting anger in the first four verses to a tone of regret in 5-9 where at the beginning we see the anger for what the nation became and then in 5-9 the regret over the brokenness of the relationship. I’ve mentioned before that the God portrayed in Jeremiah has very human emotions and has been deeply wounded by the brokenness of the relationship with God’s people and is finally at the point where God can no longer abide with them in the same place. The old covenant which God has held to and yet the people have not, where God has tried to give the blessing and apparently held back the woes of the Deuteronomic covenant, this covenant is finally beyond reconciliation in the way that it is. For new life and a new covenant something has to die so that something new can live.
God is weary, worn, tired and heartbroken. Wrath and anger in Jeremiah are not signs of a cruel and vicious God, but rather a God who was so deeply involved with the people that God was wounded and heartbroken. As harsh as the language of Jeremiah is, and indeed as offensive as it may at points be, it is the language of relationship. For all the violence and destruction of the language you can never say that the God that Jeremiah points to doesn’t care.

Job by Leon Bonnat (1880)

Job by Leon Bonnat (1880)

Taking God to Task
10 Woe is me, my mother, that you ever bore me, a man of strife and contention to the whole land! I have not lent, nor have I borrowed, yet all of them curse me. 11The LORD said: Surely I have intervened in your life for good, surely I have imposed enemies on you in a time of trouble and in a time of distress. 12Can iron and bronze break iron from the north?
13 Your wealth and your treasures I will give as plunder, without price, for all your sins, throughout all your territory. 14I will make you serve your enemies in a land that you do not know, for in my anger a fire is kindled that shall burn for ever.
15 O LORD, you know;
remember me and visit me,
and bring down retribution for me on my persecutors.
In your forbearance do not take me away;
know that on your account I suffer insult.
16 Your words were found, and I ate them,
and your words became to me a joy
and the delight of my heart;
for I am called by your name,
O LORD, God of hosts.
17 I did not sit in the company of merrymakers,
nor did I rejoice;
under the weight of your hand I sat alone,
for you had filled me with indignation.
18 Why is my pain unceasing,
my wound incurable,
refusing to be healed?
Truly, you are to me like a deceitful brook,
like waters that fail.

19 Therefore, thus says the LORD:
If you turn back, I will take you back,
and you shall stand before me.
If you utter what is precious, and not what is worthless,
you shall serve as my mouth.
It is they who will turn to you,
not you who will turn to them.
20 And I will make you to this people
a fortified wall of bronze;
they will fight against you,
but they shall not prevail over you,
for I am with you
to save you and deliver you,

says the LORD.
21 I will deliver you out of the hand of the wicked,
and redeem you from the grasp of the ruthless.

Jeremiah has been given a rough calling, to proclaim a message that nobody wants to hear and to be considered politically traitorous and religiously dangerous. Jeremiah’s words have not made him any friends and many enemies, and here we see Jeremiah tormented by the calling God gave him. I think most leaders who have faced opposition can relate to these words, maybe not quite to the level of Jeremiah, but there are times where we lament our calling and the pain and loneliness it can bring. To wonder if it would be easier to never have existed or if somehow our life were to end. I don’t know if Jeremiah ever contemplated suicide, but he certainly despaired of his life getting better. He lived in a rough time to be a prophet, and these words are especially surprising if they do come early in his ministry in the time of Josiah, a time that most voices in the bible considered a time of great revival and return to God’s ways. Yet, Jeremiah seems to be the one called on in the midst of all the trumpets of celebration to play the dirge. He is off key with everyone else of his time and because of that he is an outsider and is persecuted. Yet God’s words to the prophet are not encouraging, instead they are letting Jeremiah know it is going to get worse. There is no easy balm here, there is no springs of renewal, only the long journey into the wilderness of desolation. Jeremiah turns to the tradition of laments, like in the Psalter where the psalms of lament call upon God, the lift up the reality that God knows what is going on and they call on God to act. Unlike most the Psalms of lament though God does not answer in the expected way. The prophet goes so far as to accuse God of being unreliable, of in effect saying, “God you deceived me, you lied to me, I have done everything you have asked and you have allowed everyone else to prosper while I remain with a wound that won’t heal. Jeremiah gives us an incredibly rich, if sometimes combative set of language to be in conversation with God about, and yet, God’s answer is harsh as well. It is almost as if Jeremiah screams at God from his wounds and God yells back. “If you turn back…if you utter what is precious…” and in a world where there is a woundedness that will not heal, where preachers and prophets and people run into persecution for attempting to be faithful to the calling God has for them. Perhaps there is the freedom to vocally wrestle with God, to scream at God in frustration and to know that we may not always like God’s answers. Yet in the midst of all of this God promises God’s presence “I am with you…I will make you… I will deliver you.” In the midst of the darkness and depression, in the midst of the times when God’s faithful want to scream that they feel betrayed, in the midst of all the pain and confusion, perhaps the gospel is the presence of God that does not abandon in precisely those moments. In those moments where we may not want God around that God does not abandon and journeys with us through the darkest days.

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Images for All Saints Sunday, 2013

James Tissot The Sermon of the Beatitudes  (1886-1896)

James Tissot The Sermon of the Beatitudes (1886-1896)

 

This is the closest I found where (even though it is not truly on a plain) Jesus is looking up at his disciples

Gustave Dore, Jesus Prechant Sur La Montagne (1865)

Gustave Dore, Jesus Prechant Sur La Montagne (1865)

For broader context it is also followed by the Parable of the Mote and the Beam

Domineco Fetti, The Parable of the Mote and Beam (1619)

Domineco Fetti, The Parable of the Mote and Beam (1619)

And a couple images that reflect the All Saints nature of the day

The Forerunners of Christ with Saints and Martyrs (around 1423) en: Fra Angelico

The Forerunners of Christ with Saints and Martyrs (around 1423) en: Fra Angelico

 

Greek Icon of the Second Coming (around 1700)

Greek Icon of the Second Coming (around 1700)

 

 

 

Silence

love me forever by syntheses on deviantart.com

love me forever by syntheses on deviantart.com

When the words don’t come
And the rhymes don’t rhyme
And silence creeps into the soul
Though the absence of words feels like an unwanted guest
And the loneliness like a creeping malady
Perhaps, the silence itself is a healing balm
A release from the cacophony that is life
Freeing from the continual chorus of babble
And there in the abyss of nothingness
The rhythm and meaning return
And against the backdrop of silence
The words that were always there return
Finally able to be heard

Neil White, 2013

Images for Reformation Sunday

There are a number of different you can go for Reformation Sunday. These are some I am using:

The Door of the Castle Church in Wittenburg where Martin Luther posted the 95 Theses. The Theses are now engraved in the metal doors.

The Door of the Castle Church in Wittenburg where Martin Luther posted the 95 Theses. The Theses are now engraved in the metal doors.

 

Lucas Cranach the Elder altarpiece in City Church of Wittenberg (1547)

Lucas Cranach the Elder altarpiece in City Church of Wittenberg (1547)

Detail Left Panel

Detail Left Panel

Detail top center panel

Detail top center panel

Detail Right Panel

Detail Right Panel

Detail Bottom Panel

Detail Bottom Panel

Martin Luther (1523) by Lucas Cranach

Martin Luther (1523) by Lucas Cranach

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jeremiah 14: The Broken Covenant and the Death of the Land

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Jeremiah 14

The word of the Lord that came to Jeremiah concerning the drought: 

2 Judah mourns
and her gates languish;
they lie in gloom on the ground,
and the cry of Jerusalem goes up.
3 Her nobles send their servants for water;
they come to the cisterns,
they find no water,
they return with their vessels empty.
They are ashamed and dismayed
and cover their heads,
4 because the ground is cracked.
Because there has been no rain on the land
the farmers are dismayed;
they cover their heads.
5 Even the doe in the field forsakes her newborn fawn
because there is no grass.
6 The wild asses stand on the bare heights,
they pant for air like jackals;
their eyes fail
because there is no herbage.
7 Although our iniquities testify against us,
act, O Lord, for your name’s sake;
our apostasies indeed are many,
and we have sinned against you.
8 O hope of Israel,
its savior in time of trouble,
why should you be like a stranger in the land,
like a traveler turning aside for the night?
9 Why should you be like someone confused,
like a mighty warrior who cannot give help?
Yet you, O Lord, are in the midst of us,
and we are called by your name;
do not forsake us!
10 Thus says the Lord concerning this people:
Truly they have loved to wander,
they have not restrained their feet;
therefore the Lord does not accept them,
now he will remember their iniquity
and punish their sins. 

There is a connection between the vision of shalom that the people of God are called to live in and not only their own health, but the very health of the earth around them. The turning away of the people has effected everything and nobody is able to avoid the drought. Even nobles who have the choice wells and access to the best water are no longer able to have their servants successfully draw water. Farmers in their fields are directly affected as their crops are unable to grow and life itself hangs by a thread. Even the wild animals abandon the natural order, does no longer care for their fawns, wild donkeys can find no food foraging in the mountains. Everything is dying in the midst of the drought. And in a turn of lament, whether the prophet or the people call on God. In the tradition of the Psalms of lament they cry out in their distress calling on the Lord to act, to rouse Godself from slumber, to act like God has acted in the past, to demonstrate God’s power. Finally as the land dies and the events of the people’s rebellion is coming to fruition, both in the approaching armies of the Babylonians and in the oppressive lack of moisture which is killing the animals and crops of the fields. Yet the prayer comes too late, God is not willing to quickly and easily accept the words that come before God. Too many times in the past the turning has been superficial and now God has turned God’s back upon the people of the covenant, allowing the negative side of the covenant-the woes-to come to pass. The iniquity and sins will not be forgotten or passed over, forgiveness is not granted, the past is not forgotten.

The wrath of God can be a troubling concept for many, myself included at times, especially the way in which it can be utilized to be a tool of fear and oppression. Yet, there is a very real sense where God does care, where God does take sides and where we need to wrestle with the ways in which forgiveness is not cheap, where reconciliation is often a hard and painful process and where our actions (or inactions) cause pain and harm not only to ourselves but the world around us.

Jeremiah Lamenting the Destruction of Jerusalem by Rembrandt van Rijn 1630

Jeremiah Lamenting the Destruction of Jerusalem by Rembrandt van Rijn 1630

Jeremiah 14: 11-22

11 The Lord said to me: Do not pray for the welfare of this people.12Although they fast, I do not hear their cry, and although they offer burnt-offering and grain-offering, I do not accept them; but by the sword, by famine, and by pestilence I consume them.

13 Then I said: ‘Ah, Lord God! Here are the prophets saying to them, “You shall not see the sword, nor shall you have famine, but I will give you true peace in this place.” ’ 14And the Lord said to me: The prophets are prophesying lies in my name; I did not send them, nor did I command them or speak to them. They are prophesying to you a lying vision, worthless divination, and the deceit of their own minds.15Therefore thus says the Lord concerning the prophets who prophesy in my name though I did not send them, and who say, ‘Sword and famine shall not come on this land’: By sword and famine those prophets shall be consumed. 16And the people to whom they prophesy shall be thrown out into the streets of Jerusalem, victims of famine and sword. There shall be no one to bury them—themselves, their wives, their sons, and their daughters. For I will pour out their wickedness upon them. 


17 You shall say to them this word:
Let my eyes run down with tears night and day,
and let them not cease,
for the virgin daughter—my people—is struck down with a crushing blow,
with a very grievous wound.
18 If I go out into the field,
look—those killed by the sword!
And if I enter the city,
look—those sick with famine!
For both prophet and priest ply their trade throughout the land,
and have no knowledge. 


19 Have you completely rejected Judah?
Does your heart loathe Zion?
Why have you struck us down
so that there is no healing for us?
We look for peace, but find no good;
for a time of healing, but there is terror instead.
20 We acknowledge our wickedness, O Lord,
the iniquity of our ancestors,
for we have sinned against you.
21 Do not spurn us, for your name’s sake;
do not dishonor your glorious throne;
remember and do not break your covenant with us.
22 Can any idols of the nations bring rain?
Or can the heavens give showers?
Is it not you, O Lord our God?
We set our hope on you,
for it is you who do all this.

Perhaps the role of the prophet is not to give up, to be willing to wrestle with God-even when God is unwilling to hear any longer. Moses wrestled with God for the sake of the people several times in the Exodus and God changed God’s mind, and here Jeremiah enters in to once again plead for the people even after God instructs him not to pray for them any longer. Jeremiah refuses to give us, refuses to stay silent. Once again he searches for a way, reminding God that the priests, the prophets and the leaders have failed the people, they have set them on a course for war with Babylon while promising peace. They have trusted in their own strength and the strength of allies like Egypt and have not accepted that it is God’s hand that is moving with the Babylonians and they are to accept their rule for the time being. The Lord is not having any of this, the prophets and leaders will indeed bear the consequences with the people, but there is no turning back from the death that is coming and will soon be all around. Death in the fields, death in the city, death from war and famine and sickness, and the shattering of all that was. The world that the people of Judah know is about to die, they will now be exiles in a foreign land, the remnant of a once proud people.

Jeremiah refuses to give up, returning to the language of lament, searching for hope in the hopelessness. Trying once again to call on God to be God, to be their hope, to save the people not because they deserve it but because it will bring glory to God. Jeremiah fears that if God turns this time the stump will be destroyed to the point it will never rise again, that the people will be wiped out and that death will triumph. Jeremiah continues, even in his own woundedness, to pray for and appeal for the people against the command of God. His love of the people, of Jerusalem and the temple push him to this even though he has been considered a traitor by all of these throughout his ministry. Grace and healing may be coming, but it is not before the people passes through the valley of the shadow of death. With the approaching armies of Babylon death is coming. But we looking back know that God will not turn God’s back forever.

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Wallflower

The solitary one in the midst of the commotion
The silence in surrounded by a world of speech
The unseen actions in the background that go unnoticed
The person who is out of reach
The stranger in the midst of the fellowship
The outcast bearing marks we may or may not see
The one who pulls themselves away
Hiding behind screens that block out searching eyes
The people that become the background
The wallflowers that we never see
More than the fear of death itself
The fear that meaningless we might be

Neil White, 2013

Drawn Back In

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A reminder of the past
A picture, a day, a memory
And I’m drawn back in
Into the past that is gone
Remembering not what I have
But what I’ve lost
And for a time I’m stuck
Until I’m able to forget again
And move on with my life
Maybe the day will come
When the gravitational pull of the past
No longer holds me so
Yet, for now I am drawn back in

Neil White, 2013

The Exceptional Child

The Sacrifice of Isaac by Rembrandt (1635)

The Sacrifice of Isaac by Rembrandt (1635)

Set apart and lifted up
Placed upon a pedestal
An example for the world to see
Expected to excel in every endeavor
The beloved one, the exceptional child
Living out the dreams of so many others
And weeping when no one else sees
For being the sacrifice made for other’s failures
The substitution for their own failures
Expiation for their sins real and imagined
Caught in a life that was thrust upon him
And perhaps if he completes the journey to Moriah
Carrying the wood for his own pyre
There might be a sacrificial lamb caught in the bushes
Able to take his place
So that he might know laugher

Neil White, 2013

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Return to Naïveté

The Garden of Eden by Thomas Cole (1828)

The Garden of Eden by Thomas Cole (1828)

Sometimes I wish I could go back
To the times before Pandora opened her box
Or before I tasted the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil
To the points where I knew nothing and trusted everything
Before trust had been betrayed and my heart shattered
My mind filled with knowledge that only led to more questions
And every new perspective added another layer of complexity to the world
To the fields of innocence where love flowed easily
Yet, there is no path to the childish idealism
nor a way to erase the scars on my heart and soul
Perhaps the land of naiveté was only an illusive memory
Some utopia of the memory that never really existed at all
Or an innocence that was never mine to possess
When faith was simple and didn’t involve seeing the brokenness
But no amount of knocking at the gates of the land of naiveté
No bleeding knuckles or cries begging for admission allow admittance
As I dwell east of Eden with all its questions

Neil White, 2013

 

This poem was inspired by a line from Field of Innocence by Evanescence
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Wrestling with God

Photo of Lutte's de Jacob avec l'Ange by Gloumouth1 http:/gloumouth1.free.fr

Photo of Lutte’s de Jacob avec l’Ange by Gloumouth1 http:/gloumouth1.free.fr

The world is broken, all around, as far as I can see
I see the hurt, the wounds, the scars, the hungry mouths to feed
And so I stand or bend the knee and seek and knock in prayer
Yet sometimes it seems like all my words just vanish into air
Sometime I feel as if I’m knocking on a door till my knuckles bleed
Yet, there never comes an answer, as far as I can see

I come to points where trust begins to faint and anger comes to life
Searching for the strength and faith to carry on the fight
Yet, then alone caught in my pride a stranger comes to me
To wrestle for a night ‘til dawn seems like eternity
While in the struggle we find each other caught within the plight
Of someone else entering in to come and share the strife

Yet, while I wanted answers that came with simple prayers
I found a God who met me in the midst of the struggle to live
To learn to find forgiveness, peace and identity
The one who came to wrestle, bless and then rename thee
For into both the mortal and the divine struggles I dive
And find the God who in the struggle comes and meets me there

This is more of a chiastic form where there is a a b c c’ b’ a’ rhyming pattern. Another experiment in form as I try some things throughout this month in the range of poetry.

Neil White, 2013

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